cheers to college life

again and again i abandoned my blog.. *sigh*

so yea i finally joined Esmod Jakarta and my life is hella busy ever since. but Happy Ied Adha everyone! i always love Hari Raya like this.. mostly because of the yummy foods and warm family gatherings. But the day is almost over and tomorrow i need to get back to real life and work my ass off! a little bit excited cause i just bought my first ever portable sewing machine yesterday lol

yesterday i bought my sewing machine with my friend, Fareza. Been a while since the last time i met this dude! we also went to pasar senen to find an old book and kota tua just chillin around. After a long convos about our recent life, i got this thought. I love my current life. Yea, loving my college life but missing highschool feels suck. i miss my highschool life so much. But that's the point of life, yes? we keep moving on and there's no reason for us to stop. the future-me needs to be better than the current-me. So, instead of babbling, do our best. chase your dream. never please anyone because you are not born to be same with the others. don't ever give up to things you want so bad. it may hard, but it's worth the tears. Cheers to (busy) college life!

here's my old photos i havent share. Was taken by my talented friend, Zaini. Will do more outfit post soon! *cross-finger*

Au revoir!

xx

Kuda Lumping show at kota tua

#ootd? Lol i was casual as damn

no way

after all these days

i went thru by secretly seeing your smile behind that door made by glass

yet keeping all these feelings away

would you just tell me

how to win your heart?

you are such a good friend of mine

and also the silliest one 

deep inside i overlook all your flaws

and hopelessly in love

would you just tell me

how to win your heart?

im getting sick

of pretending

im getting sick 

of trying

all i want is you to see me

all i want is you to wake up

how you screw me over

how you tear my feeling

how your simplest act would bounce me to the sky

how you make me feel nicer

and give me one more reason to stay

when i know there really is no way.

Wild Wild West

I am frustaattteeeedddd!

Final examination is only like 15 days away yet i still haven't nailed so  many materials..  School ending in no time and i will surely miss high school.. I've been spending like 1 months without hanging out with friends too often..  I go home from school, get some exercise,  study for exam, and sleep. My routines these days.. kinda bored actually but i hope i will graduate with a good score!

I am so into sweet grunge looks lately.. and also i am in lovvveeee with nude, and another soft colour.. I am using smokey pallete from make up forever in this look. I used my home-made eye shadow base. A nice rescue item when you have no time to buy your eyeshadow base,actually! It works for me and i think i will make the tutorial soon.. :)

ps: School ending means prom is only days away! I tried to lose weight but my body won't let me be skinnier.. Please comment if you have any losing weight tips! :(

have a nice day, ladies!
xo

Ni Hao, Macau!

I miss my blog! It's been i while.. I've been really busy with all my writing project, scholarship portfolio, exam preps.. 

Actually my new year plan was going to USA but because of the hurricane my dad decided have an asian trip. Yea, Macau&Hkg was his choice! I would say that i prefer USA trip but macau was not bad.. It was really exhausting yet fun! 

 In the first day we visited some casino spots.. Macau is one of the best spot for you casino lover. Casino is everywhere! And i stayed in the oh-so-famous Venetian hotel. I can't say anything but LOVE ! This hotel was so extravagant with some mini canal inside.. Even they have their own Gondola? Those venetian boat :D

So.. Here's the first part of my holiday. Wishing you all have a great week everyone!